I’ve been told my job has been impacted. Translation: Yer fired! My last day with my current company will be 2/29/2016, which will be here before you know it. I hate to admit this, but I’ve gotten really comfortable at my cushy, six-figure corporate job. And now that the reality is starting to sink in, what kind of income loss that will be for our family, I’m starting to freak the fuck out.
What if I can’t find a job right away? What if I can’t find anything even close to what I’m making now? What if no one wants to hire me? What if I bring financial ruin upon our family? These are just some of the questions that have been flitting in out and of my thoughts these days. I keep trying to reassure myself that things WILL be OK. I truly believe shit does happen for a reason.
In terms of what I’m going to do in the future, I’ve stumbled upon two awesome opportunities that leave me feeling, dare I say, hopeful. The first one is more short-term, but one that both my husband and I are really excited about. We will be hosting 2 exchange students from Brazil from 11/8 – 12/5. These are adult students (age 18-35) that are learning English. I will have to take them to / from class, and thank gawd I have the flexibility with my current job to be able to do that for them. The coolest part? Having our daughter be around people from different countries AND building an international “family” of sorts.
The second opportunity is a continuing education class on big data / data analytics. The job I’m currently in has really strayed from what I’ve done (and enjoyed doing). As a result, I feel like I’ve lost some valuable brain cells by being in a role that has been less than challenging. I’m thrilled to get back to something that I really enjoy doing, working with data, and putting it to use in a new-ish career field. It really is thrilling to see that there is such a need for this AND these types of jobs command exceptional salaries. More than anything though, I want something with some flexibility. This would provide that.
The part that freaks me out is that the program costs almost $4k. That’s a lot of money for a certificate program, but I’m hoping it will payoff in the end. The other scary thing about this is the thought “Have I got what it takes to do this?” The program is 10 Saturdays, which involve all-day sessions (from 8:30-5). That’s quite a commitment my friends. And it’s a lot of technical information that will be thrown at us in a short amount of time. I’m so nervous, but at the same time, cannot wait for the opportunity to dig into something meaty again. Challenge myself. Try something new. Learn. Grow. Carve a new path for myself.
Don’t get me wrong. I’m so thankful for this current job. It’s provided some awesome opportunities for me and my family. I’ve had a ton of flexibility. I was able to take 3 months off after having Vivi. I’m truly lucky, I do realize this.
I feel like the timing of all this (exchange students, program, job ending) is all very serendipitous and that the universe is really looking out for me. It’s gently telling me, “Hey Robin, it’s time for a course change…time to direct you to your next awesome opportunity.” I stand tall, hyperventilating from nervousness and excitement about what the future holds for me.